Contextual Analysis of "Contrite" in Lyrics

how shall i draw you close to me

to this you will draw

breathless you pose burning with spite

venom you bleed bile within

is persuading me

to persist. delirium of disorder

humbled am i

open to you am i

the sacrifices of our god

against you and you alone have i sinned

wide open at me like hope exactly

end

that it can't be shortened to fit on a badge

and deliver her sound bites

torn in pieces

and in my darkest hour

and all that i have left to offer up are the tears streaming down and a broken spirit

can i ask a question

say goodnight

this wont be the first to last