Contextual Analysis of "My sanity" in Lyrics

and am i losing

my sanity

psychotic builds a castle and neurotic lives in it

when the world's at the verge of calamity

am i the man i think i wanna be

i am here for you

you can close the door and take everything we have but

you can take it all and not even look back but

start

you can't expect me to change

i've been carried along

wilted winds will me

but maybe misery

and i don't mean if things don't go my way

all i had going for me

my sanity

chainsmoking your love

can't be good for my lungs

i'm a head case officially

my sanity