Contextual Analysis of "a hole in my heart" in Lyrics

i am strong but i need protection

there is a hole in my heart tonight

with that lack of feelin'

you know that i've got a hole in my heart

with that lack of feelin'

you know that i've got a hole in my heart

your laughter a melody that lingers still

and i carry it wherever i go

she's so cold to me. gonna rape this world with my straight lines

your so cruel to me

i'm losing hope

that's been cut out of stone

that's my hole in the wall

i can slide right up to some

that's my hole in the wall

i can slide right up to some

start

where your love used to be