Contextual Analysis of "dear mama" in Lyrics

praying that i'd make it back alright

i can't believe i put you through that

dear

now that we're older

suddenly i feel chainless

suddenly i feel changes now

i've lost my ways

i've left home

and now the ground beneath your hair's nothing i'd hope to choose

did you try to tell me everything was gonna be safe

uh

i know i put you through so much pain

ooooh no. its time i spread my wings and fly

this goes out to you

now mama

you know i love you well

hey mama

woah