Contextual Analysis of "didn't even say goodbye" in Lyrics

you're the meanest little girl that i most ever seen

yes

and i've been down this road too many damn times before

i know there's been sometimes when i shouldn't have lied

ah

ah

you're getting blinder taking drugs

you are alone

you had the chance to make it right

we danced

you hung up and left me for dead on the ground

i shoulda woulda coulda said it back to you

there's so much we didn't say

so how dare they try to tell me he's gone

without a reason why

you just disappeared

you left me wonderin' why

well excuse me if i'm now that smart