Contextual Analysis of "especially" in Lyrics

it's all so complicated

don't it make you crazy

i love the way you shake your thing

there's a chance for dancin'

start

I wanna let you know what I was going through

don't let anyone see

all the secrets you keep

of that good love you have in store

oh

start

i wanna let you know what i was going through

dreams that always do come true

happiness that grows and grows

i love her body

time takes it's toll

nobody's perfect

i've been around enough to know

no no no mother should ever have to lose a son

in the middle of the meadow i'm waiting

you

you

i've been ashamed of what i've done

i've spent most of my life in honest thinking

it's hard to love somebody

'cause they're loving someone else