Contextual Analysis of "i need some help" in Lyrics

feels like nobody knows but can't they see me

i pray today's the day that one of your angels finally looks down and sees me

i can't save myself

mama i need some help

why don't you help me?

some slingin' fuck

i can't help myself

i can't help myself

i'm drawing blanks from the left and to the right

i need some help

and i smoke this weed but that shit doesn't help

i like benzos and cocaine in excess amounts

so i take a deep look down inside myself

oh well