Contextual Analysis of "i never meant to" in Lyrics

Is I'm sorry for the way I am

(Never meant to be so cold)

start

please forgive me.'

an eye for an eye

i never meant to break your heart

an eye for an eye

i never meant to break your heart

you know how this goes

i never meant to be so predictable

all season

oh my love

'cause all i ever wanted was some fun

i never meant to fall in love

i'll save my words to make the most of it

do you still remember my touch at all?

i believed in you. i

i wait with a stake in my heart

I believed in you

Awake with a stake in my eye

i only meant to love you truly

oh the silent warning bell

and i

and i