Contextual Analysis of "i'd rather die" in Lyrics

oh

i think i'd rather die

oh

i think i'd rather die

was to act like someone's lover. well i

i'd rather die. made for the weeping tide

start

so don't ever leave me whatever you do

i loved you

than let you chew upon my energy

better than in me

lost in the feeling of letting go

'cause there's no way that i'd stay here

i'd rather die than to love you

die young i

no i don't wanna die young

with all that i've sold

then live here alone

i'll never make you cry

i'll give you all of me

don't say goodbye

was when i loved you so

you were fucking me

than let you keep what you find