Contextual Analysis of "i'm gonna find" in Lyrics

i want my place in the sunlight

i'm gonna find it

i call your name into the grey

so far away

yeah

someday

turn out the light

i'm gonna find some time

sending a search light

wherever you are now

start

find my way back

to a place i've never known

i'm gonna find a way

who wasn't scared to dive down

i need time for every part of you

oh

and i know i'll never make her cry

hide and seek

sneaking up behind you

looking

i'm gonna find me a car

i'm all a disguise

trouble

i'll get myself together this time

i'll try to find my way tonight

even in the darkest nights

said