Contextual Analysis of "i'm gonna live" in Lyrics

never known a day when i ain't been poor

hard time is all i see

i ain't been poor

with jesus in the end

i ain't been poor

with jesus in the end

and it's time to go

i'm gonna run like a fire through that open door

but you know you're always on a big stage

i'm gonna live forever

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i'm gonna cross that river

i'm coming out

gonna live again

i'm gonna dare to live

i'm gonna learn to dream

everyday everyday everyday!

like it's saturday night

but i feel

i'm gonna live again

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i'm tired of being laughed at like like a clown

i'm coming out

gonna live again

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i'm gonna laugh 'stead of cry

so i've got to stand tall

for the rest of my life

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live and love it until i die

but then these sleepless nights are all that i have left

wondering if i'll ever come down

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i'm gonna live the high life till i die