Contextual Analysis of "i'm scared to death" in Lyrics

afraid not to see you again

now that i'm losin' you

with you

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but times don't change

i'm scared to death

is this life or goodbye

of life love and lies

idle words

jesus kill me inside this

but one more word before i go

you're scared you'll die alone

cause jersey just got colder and

that everything that you had said to me was just

while you're still stuck inside my head

call me a sucker for failure

knockin' so nervously

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