Contextual Analysis of "i've died. i've done it all a thousand times and" in Lyrics

victim - the cards were dealt with less time for me. rebel - my only way to avoid your sympathy. virtue - spellbinding charm and strength of a hurricane. blacksheep - the rebel son that clashed with authority. powerless - at least i have tonight. the roads not long - at least i have tonight. bloodline - few will see this through to the end. cower - some hide in fear. controlled by ignorance. eyes closed - the cruelest site for those dear to me. sting - your conscience seared as anguish tears away. i might not come back tomorrow. please know i chose the right path for me. i've lived

i don't regret a thing i've done. this time was mine to have i've lived and died a thousand times. wanderer - i've seen it all like no other man. i've seen the light of all worlds father. i did my best for the lack of my own. son - a ragged path