Contextual Analysis of "i've got a secret" in Lyrics

i've got a message that you can't read

so secret a secret a payment for me

we already made a mess

and it's breaking your heart

you're so relentless in your love

and it's tearing us apart

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it's kind of nasty

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i've got a secret room where no one can see me

that i was put here for you

but you won't believe it

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i shouldn't tell