Contextual Analysis of "i've prayed" in Lyrics

All my life

And I thank God that I that I finally found you

you are the only one my everything and for you this song i sing

and i thank god that i

we'll share

to be loved

i've run from everything

i've prayed

i've sat and watched the phone like vultures pray

i've lost some senses sitting here

and lonesome i've been

that you'll come back again. and take me in your arms and hold me