Contextual Analysis of "lost soul" in Lyrics

searching for security

hope for a chance in this world

and into the night

looking for a light

and i'm trying

another lost soul like

that was not true

didn't fit in anywhere

inspired by death - enjoy every breath

tragic like macbeth

now absent minded i don't i don't like it so show me the new way to my soul now

embracing onto the life that was given to you and gripping

stressin' to be an icon lady but-

no

you've lost the race if you're feet fail you in the city of angels

the city of songs that burn holes in your heart

you're as good as dead

envy life!

i know who you are

you can't kill me

no coming back

there's no regret