Contextual Analysis of "maybe just once" in Lyrics

i can't believe that what i feel is finally happening to me. make it hurt. and point the finger at my insecurities. well i guess i just don't understand about those complexities in your mind. and i guess i just don't understand why this world seems so unkind. maybe. maybe just once. i get what's coming. maybe. maybe just once. i get what's coming to me. so once again the way you feel will never ever stay the same. and i'm to blame. i wonder just who made the rules up for this game. well i guess i just don't understand about what you want and what you need. and i guess i just don't understand about why this is how it has to be. you sat down on this bed and you said

and though it maybe just once in my lifetime