Contextual Analysis of "my dearest friend" in Lyrics

goodbye to you

adios

i don't know how to say this

jenny

that all is meant to be

it's not the end. our time is short

but even sleeping

we'll be blowing

if you really love me give me what i crave

you never really knew me as the real me till the bitter end

that haunts me still

how have i done this to you again

i'm breathing in to counts of ten

i watched you grow as you watched me bend

i won't flourish the shit

and i will protect you

i went through hell and back again

but she will go to heaven