Contextual Analysis of "my own way" in Lyrics

i've been holed up in my lair

you say i don't have a leg to stand on

Understand me but let me be me

in my own sweet time

start

in my own way yeah

cause you know that i'll be okay

cause you know that i'll be okay

and i

i walk when i wanna

i

i swim against the stream

all i need is

well

one last breath

ruin and disarray