Contextual Analysis of "petrified" in Lyrics

but everybody knows

so bloody perfect

and from this height

oh

i can't wake up

behind my eyes

nearer all the time

i'm hypnotised

when i'll be wasted it's all a cycle a vicious cycle and i

so i called the girl

no means yes

dad gummit

tear squeezed

mouth said that our love won't die"

out of mind

fiendish debates

and see

as he pushed them to the ground

stinking vomit

putrefaction mal tract

i wish i could

i can't make myself do right

no

when they lived alone

my heart feels dead inside

lock the doors and close the blinds

under your skin

cause i want what you have

but i feel out of control

i'm petrified

come watch me drown in my sorrows

and i pray i don't wake tomorrow

by the pinball lights

your glass in hand

on the edge

all alone i'll decide