Contextual Analysis of "second guessin'" in Lyrics

so that when i'm gone

'bout the damn good life i lived when i die

i'll start confessin'

i'm a bridge and

i'm not jinxing what could be

there is you and there is me

in first place

yes it's in my second nature

you talk about your dreams and people start to tune you out

this feel like two thousand and twelve when i was stocking shelves at target

ask me no more questions use your own discretion

oh you're moving way too slow

that's why i pray up and i count all my blessings

i didn't go to school cause these beats was my lesson

that's why i'm only in the trench with the trill

half step get you killed

it always comes around again

people show you who they are

damaged beats

nightmares and dreams