Contextual Analysis of "sideways" in Lyrics

we're not goin' down

we're sideways

they don't like me and i don't know why. them haters lookin at me

sideways

i'm slipping side

blind

and sometimes truth forsaken

with a grain of salt

hey nah nah

hey nah nah

i will never be the same

girl

i beat my bitch ass

wife beater

all the things they said were wrong

backwards forwards square and round. over under sideways down

sippin' codeine

my wiggas they my friends. holla at the chickz

start

i can't rely on me to

for a chance to escape

playing mind games

i'm cashed

bottles up

but i been thinking all day long about stopping in tonight

like i did in the old days

whole days throwing sticks into streams

i recognise dim traces of creation

start

boys in a daze

when i'm up they gon' hate

yeah

it's no wonder that we did it this way

it's everything that is connected and beautiful

that these feelings won't go away

they've been knockin me out litely

start

yeah here we go

start

this way