(bedhead)

jay som

once i was very brave

i stepped on that stage

it took my breath away

nerves caught around my neck

i cried out for help

no one was there

my words turned into ash

they went nowhere

as if i'm barely there

collect my troubles

spit out when i'm told

repeat it and

i'll take what's left of

my strength and get on

my feet again

on the tip of my tongue

i breathe again

i bury my stutter

on the tip of my tongue

i breathe again

i bury my stutter