140503 at dawn (140503 saebyeoge)

sesanggwaui danjeol jibeul tteonan huen gamjeong

somohaneun ge silheojin yeolahopsal naui gwanjeom

eseo bwasseul ttae yeonseupsaeng

saenghwareun geoui manjeom

deokbune saenggin daeingipijeung

ingangwangyeneun ppangjeom

hangsang junbi haenohji du gaeui gamyeon

bangeojeogin moseup dwi bon

moseubeul sumgyeo gamyeo

cheoljeohi nareul sumgyeo

joeini doen deut manyang

gamok gatdeon sukso bakkeul dan

han baljjakdo motnagatne

meoreojyeo gane

juwiui chingu gajok geuge mwodeunji gane

meomulji mothago nae gyeoteul seuchyeo jinaga

ingangwangyeran gwanyeoge hwasareun ajik bitnaga

oeropji anheun cheok goeropji anheun cheok

gwaenhi gwaenchanheun cheok

gwaensiri yeolsimhi ganghan cheok

hamyeo nae ape noha beorin byeok deureoojima

nan i neolpeun badaui seom nal beorijima

sesanggwayi danjeol jibeul ddeonan huen gamjeong

somohaneun ge silheojin 19sal nayi gwanjeom

eseo bwasseul ddae yeonseubsaeng

saenghwaleun geoyi manjeom

deogbune saenggin daeingipijeung

ingangwangyeneun bbangjeom

hangsang junbi haenohji du gaeyi gamyeon

bangeojeogin moseub dwi bon

moseubeul sumgyeo gamyeo

ceoljeohi nareul sumgyeo

joeini doen deus manyang

gamog gatdeon sugso baggeul dan

han baljjagdo mosnagassne

meoleojyeo gane

juwiyi cingu gajog geuge mweodeunji gane

meomulji moshago nae gyeoteul seucyeo jinaga

ingangwangyeran gwanyeoge hwasaleun ajig bisnaga

oerobji anheun ceog goerobji anheun ceog

gwaenhi gwaencanheun ceog

gwaensiri yeolsimhi ganghan ceog

hamyeo nae ape noha beorin byeog deuleoojima

nan i neolbeun badayi seom nal beorijima

breaking off from the world

after leaving home

at the age of 19

i didn't want to consume my emotions

in my perspective

my trainee life was 100 out of 100

but sociophobia develops and my human relations is 0

i always prepare two masks

hiding my true self

behind the defensive image

i thoroughly hide myself

as if i'm a criminal

i couldn't take a step outside the dorm

that was like a prison

drifting away

friends

family or anyone around me

they can't remain beside me so they brush past me

the arrow still misses the target marked human relations"