15 pieces of flare

i saw the bridge today

i thought i had it burned

made a stop to memories

i drowned out and had covered

falling down into the river

where we're broken and destroyed

and understand i saw the coming of a past i'd left destroyed

i saw the ghost of everyday

of every year i have forgotten

and the grief and the confusion

of a world i'd soon discover

the ghost of myself

is still mourning all the lives i won't discover

because i buried myself forever

i buried myself

and carved out new existence

where the memories were burned

and break all of my wishes

and now i still pull down myself

and i'm trying to find the bridge

and build the life

and build the life

the life i always wanted

be no room

with much to give

open my eyes

and take the world

and take a breath

in turgid water

where i've hidden away

and i set my heart to slaughter

and the past i've left destroyed

i saw the ghost of everyday

of every year i have forgotten

and the grief and the confusion

the ghost of myself

is still mourning all the lives i won't discover

because i buried myself forever

yeah!

my future

will not

be defined

by my past. my future

our future.