2007

beth crowley

a parking deck

at 3am

he's on the other line

through fearful whispers

he can tell that i am far from fine

honestly

he might have saved my life that night

the year 2007

i began to fight

'cause you can't call a doctor

and just tell him where it hurts

you weigh the choice to live or die

and don't know which is worse

stumbling through darkness

grasping for a shred of light

wrestling your demons

'till you reach the other side

others chalk it up to heartbreak or a passing phase

in fitful sleep you scream i'm not supposed to feel this way

i don't have answers

but i made it through the rain

and happiness is worth the temporary pain

'cause you can't call a doctor

and just tell him where it hurts

you weigh the choice to live or die

and don't know which is worse

stumbling through darkness

grasping for a shred of light

wrestling your demons

'till you reach the other side

'cause you can't call a doctor

and just tell him where it hurts

you weigh the choice to live or die

and don't know which is worse

stumbling through darkness

grasping for a shred of light

wrestling your demons

'till you reach the other side.