Bottom

My compassion is broken now

My will is eroded now

And my desire is broken now

And it makes me feel ugly

I'm on my knees and burning

My piss and moans are the fuel

That set my head on fire

So smell my soul is burning

I'm broken

looking up to see the enemy

And I have swallowed the poison you feed me

But I survive on the poisons you feed me

And leavin' guilt fed

hatred fed

weakness fed

And it makes me feel ugly

I'm on my knees and burning

My piss and moans are the fuel

That set my head on fire

I'm dead inside

Shit adds up

Shit adds up

Shit adds up

Shit adds up at the bottom

(If I let you

you would make me destroy myself)

(In order to survive you

I must first survive myself)

(I can sink no further

and I cannot forgive you)

(There's no choice but to confront you

to engage you

to erase you)

(I've gone to great lengths to expand my threshold of pain)

(I will use my mistakes against you

there's no other choice)

(I'm shameless now

I'm nameless now

I'm nothing now

I'm no one now)

(But my soul must be iron 'cause my fear is naked)

(I'm naked and fearless

and my fear is naked)

Dead inside

dead inside

Dead inside

dead inside

Nameless now

shameless now

Nothing now

no one now

Shit adds up

Shit adds up

Shit adds up

Shit adds up

As you see me naked now

Fearless now

naked now

Fearless now

Shit adds up

Shit adds up

Shit adds up

Shit adds up

It leaves me dead inside

Dead inside

dead inside

dead inside

Hatred keeps me alive

Lowliness keeps me alive

Weakness keeps me alive

Guilt keeps me alive at the bottom