Cardiac Silhouette

Another sleepless night

time stands still

minutes seem like hours

hours like days

I take a deep breath

open my eyes and clench my hand into a fist

All these nightmares

they hunt me for real

Running away is futile

standing still is fatal

Can't distinguish between sweat and blood anymore

Was it our fault? we knew we could fail

I feel numb from drinking our tears

but when I remember your smile I know I have to face all this fear

I enter your room

close the door

smell your perfume

It hurts like an open sore

which will bleed forever

Was it me

that ended our dreams?

Somebody please cut me out of this twisted picture

I'm floating in memories

they feel like fractures reflecting on everything

since you disappeared

If there's one moment you can choose your fate

Why didn't we grow in love

instead of ending up in a fuckin' fight

Oh god

why?! tell me why

I feel numb from drinking our tears

but when I remember your smile I know I have to face all this fear

You took the keys

started the car

drove into nowhere… with my heart

Now it all falls apart

I enter your room

close the door

whisper your name

Another sleepless night

time stands still

minutes seem like hours

hours like days

It was our fault

we knew we could fail