Cocaine Jesus

Lying in a grave that I dug myself

Wishing that my life belonged to somebody else

Know I'm gonna live

but I think I might die

Crushed by the weight of my personal hell

I'm so fucked up I don't know my own name

Think I'd learn by now that it's always the same

I know that I'm gonna die

that I'm gonna die someday

But it's so goddamn good when it's been in my brain

Cocaine Jesus

Cocaine Jesus

Feel like heaven and I'm feeling so good

And I said I wasn't gonna when I knew that I would

Gonna kick it soon

gonna be the last time

I'd quit lying to myself if I thought that I could

I never would have started if I saw myself now

Now I want to stop it

but I just don't know how

I've done worshipped at the idol and I want to get out

But Cocaine Jesus

he would never allow

Cocaine Jesus

Cocaine Jesus

Cocaine Jesus

Cocaine Jesus