December

This was my dream as long as I know you?no doubts at all

these times were over

This is my end

this sight was like a nightmare

I had the pictures in my head?drawn by faith and trust

Shaped by my conviction?is this my blame

can it be so simple

I never realized it

I see my visions melting down

can not keep it in my hands

this is like a fuckin' dream

the drips of my future pulling me down

encircled by reality

I'm diving in my past

this sight was a nightmare

this sight tattered my heart into rags

open windows howling at me

I see my fears become reality

my lungs are filled by pain and sorrow

by tears and broken fuckin' aims

I hope one day we will see us again

some day

is this the end

and I ask myself

would you look at me

would you remember my face

just look me in the eyes

one last time

everthing faded to an ugly grey

I never expected an end like this