I'll Be Damned

Maybe…; Maybe you saw your mother

maybe she's smiling

She hears your catching laughter

she's missed your charm

We never made it to Cooperstown

But I've still got that glove under my bed

Maybe I'll see you

we could shoot the shit

finally have a beer

"Have a catch

"but for now its catch my tears

its catch my breath

I can just hear you say "come on bud

get out of that funk

it's time to move on

"

It's funny how you still apply

you still know me

I'll try to take your tools and make something worth while

Try to make ya proud

I've learned nothing is spotless anymore

But I'll let you resonate…;

Maybe your Heaven is that Norman Rockwell scene

Where you and your friends are singing that Gordon Lightfoot song

"If you could only read my mind

" well if you could only read my mind

Well that ending

it was just too hard to take

Is it better than Clapton? Did you see your fathers eyes?

I know it's wishful thinking hoping this won't always kill me

But If you saw yours

then I'll see mine

You finally stretched your feet and ghosted away from me

You had to fade away

you had to leave

I'm pleading for one more time with what I know now

I'm begging for the same flake to fall twice for the first time

I'm begging for what wasn't said.

That night the snow shaped the land

and I walked home

I laughed the whole way because I suppose if it hurts

It's worth it

but now that ghost is me.