Invisible Scars

I hope there is an end of this story

Everywhere I go

everytime I sleep I go around in the circle

again and again

On my way to a better life

with a free heart

a carefree mind

It's joining me through time and distance

like my fuckin' shadow

Invisible scars

caused by myself

so deep inside me

I played with the fire in my heart

It has finally caught me

They told me

It's time for change

The beauty enticed me to risk so many mistakes

Why not

why not?!

The signs were clear

the clouds were here

Who knows

maybe they're still right

maybe there will be rain again

Maybe I can forget

to forget the sadness

Just another aberration? just a delusion?

So here we go

round 3

and I'm doubtful again

The shadow of the past so dark

making my life look empty

I hope there is an end of this story

Every night I dream of the love I lived twice

Every morning I wake up with memories of things that never happened

Alone in the crowd

maybe already forgotten

I see the time is working against me

I guess I can't stop this

because it's stronger than me

Impossible to learn the lesson

as long as my heart won't listen

The circle holds me back

I am strapped down

Waiting for the day I can break through

the moment I can catch up all the love

Waiting for the day

you aren't just a dream

no!