i wanna know
Singer: joe budden
how's everybody feeling out there? we good? let's talk to the sample right quick. i always pictured we'd be. it go like this. listen
let me tell you how i pictured this
a few houses
a couple businesses
striving for greatness
we would be each other's witnesses
and during beef
we both would put aside our differences
where i ain't flinch a bit making you insignificant
maybe kids and shit
perfect arithmetic
meaning we could build our own world and co-exist in it
she a synergy
sharing energy
let our souls mate in the air if you remember me
now here's what i did with it
went out my way to fuck these stripper chicks
lost good girls making them mistresses
just savages
missed marriages
they all was my babies
i needed those miscarriages
my worthless self when joe felt hurt
i went and targeted women who had no self worth
i relate to praying nightly feeling no spell work
when you can do it
but a stranger gotta go help first
i called moms on the phone
here's what i told her real quick
i said my 20s flew by with no control of the shit
her next sentences weirded out
forever whole with the grip
she said it go by even faster as the older you get
i wanna never dumb down
i'd have to lower my wit
ain't gotta post this on the gram for you to know what it is
a partner to trust
i'm thinking even bigger for us
mom should've told me this when we had shit to discuss
now either one of us is how we figured we'd be
sometimes the thought of what if still lives here with me
i always pictured we'd be
nah'mean? that's how i see it in my head though. ain't quite pan out like that. word up. let me tell you about some more of god's work though
i wanna know what this life's supposed to be like
i wanna know
wanna know
ah
i wanna know what this love's supposed to be like
i wanna know
wanna know
nah
i like it just like that
parks
let it run
a love that's tideful
never prideful
if you're truly better without me how can i spite you?
as i yearn for the greatest love i ever had
pardon me
kid
i'm still learning how to be a dad
we be in spots you shouldn't be in 'till you grown
i was absent so long i'm just not leaving you home
so nah
too much to learn
too much world out there
let me teach you about these hoes
too many girls out there
i respect your mom's tutelage
but that's my weird and my brain
what's she gon' do with this?
watch and learn
foolish kid
eyes light up with surprise
you're just like i am
i think that you're enjoying this ride just like i am
look
same pedigree theoretically
cut from a cloth that was gone
that's just genetically
one job in life to make you a much better me
greater feeling than i imagine this shit would ever be
you be feeling strong when you diss me in songs
i did the same my whole career
would never tell you it's wrong
whatever works out
whatever the price
get that embedded
even if at my expense
i'll pay it
you take the credit
had a power struggle when i thought your mom abused it
my hands were in bondage
useless
beyond the excuses
calm through it
it's crazy bond music
and we do it beautifully for our beautiful conduit
so right now i stand in a place i never stood before
finally filled the void in my life
i wasn't good before
fucking with these hoes
that energy i was putting forth
god
this was more like the fucking love i was looking for
now it's better than we pictured it'd be
and the supervised visits
would never have to relive it
little nigga will be
this is greater than us. greater than me. greater than anything i could ever imagine
man. i ain't talking to everbody. trey
what up though? what up? what up?
i wanna know what this life's supposed to be like
i wanna know
wanna know
ah
i wanna know what this love's supposed to be like
i wanna know
wanna know
i wanna know what this life's supposed to be like
i wanna know
wanna know
ah
i wanna know what this love's supposed to be like
i wanna know
wanna know