Lullaby for a Sadist

Seething

I walk the circle I called out long ago

But somehow I get lost each time

Feeding this hunger deep inside that never lives

The voice within eats me up inside

One

I love hurting you

Two

I love your pain

Three

let's get together and play the sinner's game

Four is for the torture and five is for the shame

'Cause every time you want it

I get off on this game

You wanted to play

the coldness follows

This isn't a game

your life

I'll swallow

And I can't help but smile at your pain

You wanted to play

but I already won

Gloating

I plant the seed inside your head right away

watch it grow

Destroying your insides

pleading to comfort you with my sadistic ways

I watch the tears fall

I crack a smile

One

I love hurting you

Two

I love your pain

Three

let's get together and play the sinner's game

Four is for the torture and five is for the shame

'Cause every time you want it

I get off on this game

You wanted to play

the coldness follows

This isn't a game

your life

I'll swallow

And I can't help but smile at your pain

You wanted to play

but I already won

I look at you and start to crack

start to crack

I give into

you take it back

take it back

This lullaby is all you have

all you have

Sadistic pleasure

I attack

I attack

I attack

I attack

I attack

You wanted to play

the coldness follows

This isn't a game

your life

I'll swallow

And I can't help but smile at your pain

You wanted to play

but I already won

I already won

I already won