nothing left at all

stayed up late patiently waiting

wishing you could call

dreaming of memories lost in time

knowing they're all gone

so i take this bottle and drown my sorrows

and throw it against the wall

the higher you fly

the harder you fall

till there's nothing left at all

four in the morning i cannot sleep

i am depressed sitting up in my bed

the demons are roaring they're bothering me

i'm sitting here with a gun to my head

finger on trigger

what if i squeezed?

does that mean that my problems will leave?

get rid of what's bothering me?

does that mean that i'm finally free

i think of my daughter i think of my wife

i think of my brothers i think of my life

i can't leave them with bad news

my life is a crap-shoot

i'm just shaking the dice

had a dream last night

i can hear you say

son just be strong

you gon' be okay

tell the truth

i don't feel that way

i still feel fucked up to this day

even when i'm high i just sit and cry

and wonder why i still feel this pain

i wish heaven wasn't so far away

i wish i could visit just for a day

i still had so much left to say

bow our heads and let us pray

stayed up late patiently waiting

wishing you could call

dreaming of memories lost in time

knowing they're all gone

so i take this bottle and drown my sorrows

and throw it against the wall

the higher you fly

the harder you fall

till there's nothing left at all

i feel like my past will allow me to grow

feel like this liquor is drowning my soul

why am i spiraling out of control?

i cannot get myself out of this hole

i keep trying

i keep crawling

the sound of silence

i hear it calling

i was flying

now i'm falling

my health declining

i'm an alcoholic

there's no one else

it's just myself

alone in thought

i stand and dwell

i'm the go-to guy

so who do i

so who do i go to when i need some help?

no one gives a fuck about me

i'm on my own

if misery loves company then why am i alone?

i pour another drink just to get in my zone

i swear that i'ma change

but i know that i won't

let me face the facts

wish i could take it back

wish i could fade to black

wish i could change the past

but in my mind i wish that i could rewind

press pause and live my life inside a moment of time

but i can't

stayed up late patiently waiting

wishing you could call

dreaming of memories lost in time

knowing they're all gone

so i take this bottle and drown my sorrows

and throw it against the wall

the higher you fly

the harder you fall

till there's nothing left at all