Socio

I remember now

but I still have my doubts

I think it's gonna be today

Everybody came

but it's just not the same

Why did it have to be today?

Now my chest is tight

No

I am not all right

It doesn't have to be this way

Why does it have to be this way?

I don't know what's wrong

It's like I'm too far gone

It doesn't matter anyway

Fear is in my heart

just when I stop

it starts

And I can never live this way

Freedom in a cage

no sun and too much rage

I don't know how much I can take

Push it down inside

but it know just where I hide

I know that "normal" is hard to fake

Bleeding into life

it's like a thousand knives

Are slowly turning me to this

Why does it have to be like this?

I don't know what's wrong

It's like I'm too far gone

It doesn't matter anyway

Fear is in my heart

just when I stop

it starts

And I can never live this way

I don't know what's wrong

It's like I'm too far gone

It doesn't matter anyway

Fear is in my heart

just when I stop

it starts

And I can never live this way

I lost again today

I lost again

I lost again today

I lost again

I lost again today

I don't know what's wrong

It's like I'm too far gone

It doesn't matter anyway

Fear is in my heart

just when I stop

it starts

And I can never live this way

Living with a curse

sometimes it's even worse

It slowly kills me everyday

Something I despise is gonna take my life

I guess I'll try again today