welcome to my life
Singer:brown, chris
it's like a mountain that i just keep climbing
and when i get to the edge
i turn around and put that dream behind me
and it never feels the way i want
have you done this once before?
you'll love this life and all these lights?
now you're lying on the floor
what doesn't kill you makes you want it more
this is my life in your tv
i overdose in that night life
them bright lights and bikinis
i keep my hand on that gold bottle
i'm tryna find me that genie
they say money doesn't buy happiness
but i'd rather cry in that
i just know who i wanna be
everything is in front of me
i never act like they puttin' a gun to me
same motherfucker that i've always been
you must've got me fucked up
because i ain't tryna get that all white benz
i don't got time to pick up the phone to hear what you bitching 'bout
feel like i'm missin' now
bitch you ain't in my position now
you never walked a mile in my shoes
i'm feeling so distant now
have you done this once before?
you'll love this life and all these lights?
now you're lying on the floor
what doesn't kill you makes you want it more
i've been thinkin' too much
i wonder if i did that right
i've been drinkin' too much
i don't know what i did last night
tried talk to myself like
you don't really wanna live that life
i wanted it all to myself like
you don't wanna give that life
part of me say keep going"