a better sun

this is the part where i remember

all of the things i should forget

this is the part where i embrace all the good

and the bad thoughts existing in my head

this is the part where i am proper

this is the part where i'm just another face

this is the part where i'm a marathon runner

and both my ankles are sprained

and it's hard

so hard

breathing it just makes it worse

and it's bad

so bad

that it hurts

this is the part where i'm in heaven

this is the part where i ascend

this is the part where i did cocaine

to impress every one of my mouth breathing friends

this is the part where i am empty

this is the part where it hurts

this is the part where i explode and destroy

everything on this god given earth

this is the part where i am ugly

this is the part where it ends