a feast for me

well there's a party for me

the last thing i wanted from you

i close the door behind me and there you are

you seem relaxed and quiet

but under your shirt you sweat

and these balloons around make me feel so sad. well there's a feast for me

but it's a night so pale

feels like an empty room where we could kill with words

you wish you could make believe that i'm what you want me to be

but these balloons around make me feel so sad

i'm in your sweet

sweet

sweet embrace

and you're a thousand miles away

your arms a sweet

sweet

sweet embrace

and you're a thousand miles away. well there's a party for me

and you know that i didn't ask for it

i just stay in your game i'm just playing your game

so won't you tell me what to do

i can pretend you tell the truth

won't you tell me what to do

i can pretend you tell the truth

i'm in your sweet

sweet

sweet embrace

and you're a thousand miles away

your arms a sweet

sweet

sweet embrace

and you're a thousand miles away. why? why? why? why?

should i take the blame

where's my big mistake

should i feel happy for what i haven't done

should i take the blame

should i feel the pain

or should i feel regret for what i haven't done

why? why? why? why?

was this a feast for me or just a bad surprise?

should i have expected this? i just don't wanna know

and you've made up the rules so that you'll win this game

but you can't tell me what to do

'cause i don't believe in you

what's left a sweet sweet sweet embrace

and you're a thousand miles away

your arms a sweet sweet sweet embrace

and you're a thousand miles away

why? why?

i'll never ask you why. why.