a grey so dark

ripping out the feelings used to

hold me in to place

breaking through the

structures

i unfold at my

disgrace

i'm digging deeper

to lay my misery down

into the water

so that it may drown

a grey

a grey so dark

it moves in silence and kills

again

a grey

a grey so dark

i lose myself and embrace the

end

swallowing the ashes of a newly

burned down dream

tasting only charred remains of

cured and better me

i'm digging deeper

to lay my misery down

into the water

so that it may drown

a grey

a grey so dark

it moves in silence and kills

again

a grey

a grey so dark

i lose myself and embrace the

end

i burst

not bleed

i'm pulled into the undertow

i burst

not bleed

i'm swallowed by the great below

a grey

a grey so dark

it moves in silence and kills

again

a grey

a grey so dark

i lose myself and embrace the

end

a grey so dark

a grey so dark

a grey so dark

a grey so dark