i got to a point where i was seeing devils everywhere. devil faces. creatures that would appear to me in which they'd fly
fly
fly
and not even maybe saying it
but just looking at me and flying around. i would constantly be in this state of listening to the messages that all these characters and these demons or creatures
what
what they were going to tell me and what their messages were
and what i should do
and life became almost like this
this whole game. i was just gonna lose it
i was about to start screaming at everybody on the street. i ended up on wilshire and i saw this church and i was
you know
there's nobody in there. i started going through the different aisles and started to pray. i saw the altar
and panicked. i
i
i thought
this is it. they're all out there. that's it. this is it. this is the moment."