a lot to say

no one calls your bluffs

and no one feels this much

and since we can't decide

it's just my latest self-destructive pastime

'cause i memorized this moded state

as if it all went down that way

i wish you were around today

i think i have a lot to say

it's fear that makes you float

she's a specimen at most

but i'm always on your side

watch me go insane again tonight

'cause something burns the wick both ways

i burned my skin and nothing changed

i wish you were around today

i think i have a lot to say

a lot to say

a lot to say