a vampire's laments

i am the walking dead heartbreaker

my apologies

i'm happy you'll never understand what

it's like to be trapped under six feet of solid glass

i can see out

but no one gets in

screaming at this prison

i've locked myself into

i'm sorry that i'm still breathing and that i'll

kill again. but the loneliness is too much for me to handle. but the taste for fresh blood

pushes me on. the strength of not forgiving

i told myself the constant pain would ease the tension burning inside

but the nights were cold and the days dragged to weeks

i will die here alone i will die

the fear of romance

the pain of living

the joy of sorrow

the strength of not forgiving

god help me

i'm so tired

but in my dreams the wolves eat out my soul

god help me

i'm so frightened

but in my dreams wolves tear out my heart

i used to be golden

a saint in a time of sorrow

but then the turning came and i kissed

the sun goodbye

don't you get it

it's always darker in my eyes

the screams of my brothers

egging me on