a year in space

yeah

i just. i just. i don't know

just listen

alright

can i be honest?

i broke rules

i broke hearts

i broke promises

you might think that i'm self-aware

but i fake confidence

but i feel free tonight

i can see the light

my way out of this

it begins with me

things i was doing for you

are things i should do for me

yeah the giants sleep

i've got a stalk to climb

better not make a peep

but

damn

that's steep

i ain't never seen the peak

they don't want you to see the peak

dj khaled voice

i ain't know that i had choice

i ain't know that i had choice

i ain't know why-

i am a opposition that puts me in a odd position

this is my audition

i know that i talk too much

i know i'm not the type to listen

but here i am

right here before your door

mom says i need the lord

but if spent my money on girls and clothes

holy water

i just can't afford

i gotta fill that void

some way

i can't follow you

i can't follow you

please don't follow me

i got problems

see

pride i'm swallowing

really honestly

i think i need time at home

i think i need to meditate

i think i need time alone

i could use a year in space

i don't love myself

but you keep loving me

i am not the man

that i wanna be

i don't love myself

but you keep holding me

i can not be yours

and live comfortably

i got the whole wide world in the palm of my hands

though i have it for ransom

it makes all the demands

i got the whole wide world in the palm of my hands

though i have it for ransom

it makes all the demands

i mean

is it really trippin' if you stumble upon your truth?

i got a couple hundred in my pocket

but

i beg to differ

'cause if a nigga like you gon' find himself along the way

by all means

khary

get lost!

just another day on a lonely earth

tryna' see which ex gonna stone me first

searched my soul for my own rebirth

and convinced myself that i don't need church

what is my self worth?

in state of panic

depression gets hard to manage

new york hurt my heart

but made me a man

rhode island's like a different planet

am i not brave? uh

does that make me coward?

i used to want to save world

put a cape on

but is this world ours?

conscious khary

became 'captain khary'

for the sake of myself

and the sake of you

'cause there's no telling what one might do

with too much whiskey and too much truth

some go crazy

remain minute

some go load gun to aim and shoot

some go drop out

i blame the school

oh

how i miss you

an aimless youth

what's the right time to hang my boots?

what's the right time to call a truce?

i deal with darkness inside my mind

so it feel like sunshine to be recluse

luck is light

but that's what makes me right

the fact that i know my life is a roll of dice

not a girl in my rolodex

that can make me forget my price

i am not my vice

overworked

i need two brains

never hang like hussein

dark nights without bruce wayne

not afraid to be crazy

we all are

i'm afraid to be too sane

i don't love myself

but you keep loving me

i am not the man

that i wanna be

i don't love myself

but you keep holding me

i can not be yours

and live comfortably

i got the whole wide world in the palm of my hands

though i have it for ransom

it makes all the demands

i got the whole wide world in the palm of my hands

though i have it for ransom

it makes all the demands

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