about to collide

we all know

i won't be the first to go home

it's the same pattern every week

start to think

what am i doing to myself

what else can i do to forget?

'cause i've tried!

i keep pushing the boundaries

i'm pushing the boundaries aside

yeah i've tried

but it's easier for me to drown all my sorrows alive

alive

i'm fed up

with this talk

no really i'm done

'cause i don't have your answers for

what's my plan? what's my thing? what do i wanna do?

i am scared that i'll lose it again

'cause i've tried

i keep saying what they wanna hear

holding on for dear life

yeah i've tried

but this bottle is helping me answer those questions tonight

tonight

what am i doing to myself?

desperate

i met up with

a so called

therapist

and she told me

not a bottle can save you from this

you're about to collide

collide

you're about to collide

you're about to collide