i think i see him walking
collide with the ghost above my floor
i think i see him walking
say hi to the ghost i won't become
he and i could fight all night
i'm torn inside but act so bright
and who to be i can't decide
indulge in all types of pleasures
don't talk to him i can explain it much better
imma medicate myself if i want to
not a level head and will say anything bout you
looking in the mirror finding someone to shout to
the answer's in the haze so i'll figure it out soon
i'm keeping up cuz i'm fast learner
tryna disregard my evil as the worlds turnin
the ego in each of us wants to eat through the furnace
and then heat up your house and just laugh it off as it's burning
i've learned to pick quality over quantity
when does confident become cocky?
what if i told you that's not me
hiding behind expensive liquor and kawasakis
the diamond's getting bigger i'm in the rough of the rockies
tricked into giving the guy who brought me
despite it all i can find the courage
but he's in the basement playing games with the devil
i'm tryna get out and see the world from all angles
he only wants to stay in and polish up all his medals
spun out in the city makes it hard to say i'm stable
ain't giving up for nothing no homie i won't settle
crumbs crushed up on the old wooden table
high above the problems is me having my head up