after all these years... like a lightbulb going off in my head

i hate this town

i've always hated it

just too many things i've been meaning to say

and not enough reasons for me to stay

and how can we just carry on?

'cause when you wake up

i'll be gone

building up your coffin

burying your dreams

making up excuses

to leave it all behind

it's killing me

your family and friends will always wonder why?"