there's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
consuming confusing
this lack of self-control i fear is never ending
controlling i can't seem
to find myself again
my walls are closing in
i've felt this way before
so insecure
crawling in my skin
these wounds they will not heal
fear is how i fall
confusing what is real
discomfort endlessly has pulled itself upon me
distracting reacting
against my will i stand beside my own reflection
it's haunting how i can't seem
to find myself again
my walls are closing in
i've felt this way before
so insecure
crawling in my skin
these wounds they will not heal
fear is how i fall
confusing what is real
there's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
consuming
confusing what is real
this lack of self-control i fear is never ending
controlling
confusing what is real