alive and ready to die

i'm feeling rough today

run past all in my way

this year's been how it should begun

start up band and play some shows

i hope she likes the song i wrote

dream one day she might sing along

oh

i'm alive

for the very first time

hold my hand

i'm ready to die

so maybe i'm losing it

i'm too far for me to quit

one more mistake i'll get it right

go watch up after the mall

and run when the cops are called

i fell into deep arms out of sight

oh

i'm alive

for the very first time

hold my hand

i'm ready to die

is this feeling i get

must hold on to it

it's so unlike me

must be right for me

cause i'm alive

for the very first time

hold my hand

i'm ready to die

i'm ready to die