i don't want to think about the things you said
playing round and round in my head
said you'd never leave but you did
and i just can't admit this really is the end
i still keep the texts that you sent
'cause you won't ever say that again
it's been a year or two so why am i not over you?
i wonder how you been but girl i never hear from you
i hope your parents got the money that they needed for the house
i said i'd help you but you'd never take a thing from me
let's be real you never needed me
but now you're gone i feel like i'm the one who's needing you around
so i've been going out to every club and every bar
and when i see your friends i always ask them how you are
hoping that they'll tell you that i'm broken
'cause since the day you left i swear i haven't been the same
and if we got the chance to talk again i'd take the blame
'cause i was fucking selfish with my actions pushing you away
i don't want to think about the things you said
playing round and round in my head
said you'd never leave but you did
i just can't admit this really is the end
i still keep the texts that you sent
'cause you won't ever say that again
but you ain't never trust me
i know that shit got ugly
i'm saying that i'm sorry now
do you think we could go back somehow?
and even though i know it's ended
my heart won't get the message
my head it won't accept it
it's 2 am i'm texting you
i pray to god it don't go through
i can never change your mind
maybe you just needed time
i can't fall asleep at night
i'm wondering who's by your side
is it the same as you and i?